and thus it starts......my journey

WOW!...

it's been almost a month since I last used this thing..

hm..lets see what's been goin' on with me

still living in Austin.

been gettin' in trouble with the gals...

Um...been going to parties...

did coke...bad Rob,bad!

Um...got Mike stoned,yeah,yeah,I said Mike.We talk again..whateva

Been going to SA lately

been hangin' with gals...2 in particular..

But I dunno...been messing around on my bass,creatin' some weird stuff I thought I'd never play in my life

Um....talk to Anna,I still think she's a puta bitch(just incase she's reading)

Um....Patrick's workin' at IHOP!?!?!?!

NO way!! lol

Um..been going to UT,working at hot topic at highlands mall still

got another job at the Frank Erwin Center

Um..went to houston,AImee...stupid bitch

hm..lets see what else,what else can we catch up on..?

OH!!!

Um..I'm moving back to San Antonio,well I plan on moving back in January through March,so anytime between that period,I'll be back in SA.

OH!!!

Met Audio Karate,those mofo's are the coolest

Hm...went to Mike's pool party.

Um...got in a band,Skyview

I have like..40 songs written,for any purpose,not really for skyview,just if I decided to go for a john mayer kinda thing..lol

hm...I guess that's about it...

I just summed it up,and left the boring stuff out

I'm outta here,yo.

heart,
Rob-O

Current Mood: confused
Current Music: *upon a river's sky*-I killed the prom queen

houston was just a heart-break away...

Rob

um..yeah

I'm confused..what site am I on?..Stupid livejournal..oh well,at least it's not like Ujournal..

laptop is up and running with the internet...so yeah..send me stuff(files and such)
lol

heart,
Rob-O

Current Mood: anxious
Current Music: *back of a taxi*your enemies friends

So yeah...it's been one crazy week...so far,kinda?

John's b-day was this past Saturday...one crazy night,can't really talk about it,though. SH!!!

Hung out with Beto on Sunday,along with Jesus*heh-suess*

Um...Hung out with Crystal*McQueeny* yesterday.Walked 6th street.

Later,hung out with Genny,she's a cool gal,I guess?Funny how she started talking to me all of a sudden.

Apparently the guy she was talking to was like..a total dick,but whateva...

So then yeah,came back home around 10 something,saw Curtis in the living room,watching whatever football game was on at the time.

Greg was in John/Curtis' room recording *I wanna be your boyfriend* from the Ramones.Good cover,might I add.

Hm...going to Houston on Saturday to be with Aimee.We're going to her HOmecoming Dance.

It's gonna be cool,cuz it's an 80's theme.Psyched about that,haha.

Hm..dunno what's in store for today.I think we're gonna play Frisbee Golf.Heard that was pretty fun.So we'll wait for that

And then...dunno what else is going on tonight.

I guess I'm out

heart,
Rob-O

































































































if life was a dream,
then I'd prefer to wake the fuck up.
You and I should
really get some sleep...

Current Mood: giddy
Current Music: *bequiet and drive(far away)*~onelinedrawing*cover song*

I know I should get next to you
You got a look that made me think you're cool
But it's just sexual attraction
Not something real
So I'd rather keep whackin


Why Bother
It's gonna hurt me
It's gonna kill when you desert me
This happened to me twice before
It won't happen to me anymore

I've known a lotta girls before
What's the harm in knowing one more?
Maybe we could even get together
Maybe you could break my heart next summer

Why Bother
It's gonna hurt me
It's gonna kill when you desert me
This happened to me twice before
It won't happen to me anymore

It's a crying shame
I'm all alone
Not with you, nor her, nor any woman
Won't you knock me on my head
Crack it open let me outta here

Why Bother
It's gonna hurt me
It's gonna kill when you desert me
This happened to me twice before
It won't happen to me anymore


I'm just SOOO annoying,right poeple?

Rob

I still remember how good it feels not to change...

So yeah...going to Mickey D's

heart,
Rob

(I think this has been the shortest entry I've ever made)

Current Mood: hungry
Current Music: *angry days*~Lagwagon

So yeah...just here,at home.

I'm lonely...this suck ass SOOOO much.*sigh*

Everyone and their mothers are getting back together.I wouldn't be suprised if my mom got back with my father*god knows where he is?*

I highly doubt it,but hey...nah,nah,it can't happen.

whatever...this sucks

heart,
Rob

Current Music: *why bother*~Weezer/Josh Chambers(oh,how I love this guy!)

So yeah...dunno how or why,but I woke up just right now.

It's puro madness!

Uhm...so yeah,back from SA....dude...I realized how much I hated SA

I'm back to non-emo mode

I've been like this since I got here....FUCK YOU SA!

So it was Evans' b-day on MOnday...HAPPY B-DAY

well,I already told him,but still,I"ll mention it again on here,LOVE YOU MAN!

....you could have it all,my empire of dirt,I will let you down,I will make you hurt.....

stupid N~I~N

hm...I guess I'm out for now,have a big day planned ahead...not really,but whateva.

heart,
Rob-O

Current Mood: giddy
Current Music: *mad world*~Gary Jules

I'm not
the guy you used to know,
the guy you outta know,
but this is me.
young,little too
all for you,
in my dreams...

everything must change
they stay the same
till life gets old and
boring
then I have changed
but you'll be bored with me

dead bodies all around
this is the end
this is my stop
you
always said
we'd be friends
till' the end...

everything must change
they stay the same
till life gets old and
boring
then I have changed
but you'll be bored with me

we'll rise to the sun
till we meet again
lets rise to the sun
till we meet again
we'll rise to the sun
will we meet again,
who cares what they say?
who cares if they're staying,
who cares what they say
who cares what they're saying
about me...


everything must change
they stay the same
till life gets old and
boring
then I have changed
but you'll be bored with me

when I feel like
giving up
like my
life is in a slum
I close my eyes
and think of you....

Current Mood: emo
Current Music: *dead bodies(acoustic)*~Josh Chambers

So yeah...

I'm in San Antonio.

Bleh..

So I went to the ska show last night...crazy night

I wasn't even planning on going

But I got there,and I felt alive..haha,a good feeling hit me when I got out of the car.

I saw everyone there..EVERYONE

Adrian,Veronica,J.B,ANthony,Naomi,Sara,Evans,ROllies,Vic,Jaime,Patrick.........Anna...Elisa..

In fact,Elisa was the first person I saw when I got there,then I saw Patrick...he gave me a hug.lol

Elisa went back inside of Sam's...a couple of seconds later,she came back out,and Anna was with her...

Enough about that,I'm in San Antonio for good times,not bad.

So the show was...lame,it's ska..what do you expect?

Dunno..but those ska/punk kids were making me mad,so the guys and I went into the pit and made some mayhem.

It was good.

And then...yeah...hung out with some pretty coolio gals too.

But in the end,it was all about my friends,yo.

I miss those peeps.

But it's all good.

So tonight is the FFD show,probably catch that one with Brandi(my lil' sis)

Meet up with peeps there.

And yeah

heart,
Rob


*HIT IT!*

The chicken bit it
the foreskin knew it
the sultry salesman worked
to keep his high heels on.

Oh,the doors are talking,
oh,the sheets are stained.
A fleshy bowl of nonsense says,
"Apparently a slut's been made!"
Why must the fortune teller
always do the dirty work?

It bit the chicken,
the skin foresaw it.
And sultry heels worked
to keep the salesman high.
Can I touch your
telepathic private parts?

Current Mood: ditzy
Current Music: *so long(acoustic/bootleg)*~Josh Chambers(thanks Josh!)

So yeah...haven't done much here.

2 jobs...not much happenin'.

Met a gal last night,though.Her name was Megan...man..drop dead gorgeous <3

Going to San Antonio tonight...:\.Yup...going back to the place I hate,"home".

I'll probably stay the night cuz Greg is going,and he's staying with his dad,or so I"m told

So if anyone wants to hang out,shout me a holla.

Of course no one is going to call because everyone will be at the I Voted for fuckin' Kodos show..fuck ska!

Called Anna last night...I don't really know why.

Hm...I guess I'm out...

heart,
Rob

Current Mood: numb
Current Music: *dead bodies*~Sloppy Meateaters

Anywho's,dag yo...I dunno what to do...I'm confused as shit..well,o.k,shit isn't really confused.it knows what to do,and when to do it.haha

but yeah...eh,whateva.

shit...I can't wait until the month of october and then november 5th!!!

black dahlia murder,terror,unearth,your enemies friends,blood brothers,and hot water music!!!!

*sigh*...sweet!

yeah,that's right,it's 5 in the fucking morning...

I was asleep,and Greg comes into the room around midnight, shouting *hey Rob-O,there's pizza for you in the kitchen!*

eh,whateva....

so here I am,5 in the morning...so now I have two jobs..

one is of course,hot topic,the other is at the Frank Erwin Center,all I'll be doing is watching tv,movies,and talkign to poeple,it was a blast when I went with Greg and John to work that one day...:)

but yeah,I'll be selling tickets over the phone...it's kinda like ticket master,but for the F.E.C.

but word...guess I"m out for now...gotta go in today at 2

laters bitches...

heart,
Rob-O

Current Mood: dirty
Current Music: *come to daddy*Dillinger Escape Plan

I'm not the guy you used to know,
the guy you outta know,
but this is me!!!



Anywho's,damn yo!!!

I love college parties...but I sold out..GODDAMMIT!For the first time in 9 months,I drank a beer...YOU HEARD ME,BEER!!! The first one for Rob Chaires...September 4th,2004.

But damn..so many hotties!!! haha

Hm..man..Austin rocks..that's all I have to say

Came up with some new bass riffs...pretty awesome,may I add.

haven't done much lately,other than hang out with the guys,the new guys,not the old guys(r.i.p)..

Beto went back to San Antonio for the weekend.Actually,alot of poeple went back to their homes for the weekend..damn Labor day!

Um......yeee-yeaaaahhh!

I'm done,bitch!

heart,
Rob-O


and Anna wrecks your life,
like an annorexic life...

Current Mood: calm
Current Music: *die tonight*~Comeback Kid

So yeah,

I find myself thinking about Andrea more and more everyday...

ANdrea is a girl I met awhile back at work,my last day,actually.

Uhm...yeah,we've been talking alot lately,which is totally coolio.

Hm...played poker last night/this morning

have nothing much to say.

OH!!

I thought of Anna actually...which sucks,cuz it brought my day down soo much.

but yeah,I did.

stupid Anna...

anywho's,I'm hungry...

heart,
Rob

~your words mean most to me~

Current Mood: bouncy
Current Music: *dig up her bones*~Misfits

So yeah

dunno what's in store for tonight.

Possibly a party?

Anywho's haven't done much,went to the invterview yesterday,
went well.

Afterwards,hung out with CHristine and friends.She's a coolio gal from H-TOWN!! haha

As for whoever left that comment,fuck you,home doesn't miss me at all.

I'm out,bitch!

heart,
Rob

~your words mean most to me~

Current Mood: crazy
Current Music: *nintendo 89*~Audio Karate

I dunno yo...

I miss my family and all,but shit..I can't leave Austin

I'm not saying I'm gonna move back or anything,fuck no!

It's like...some poeple can't like..hang here,cuz they're too homesick and shit

I'm homesick yeah,but not sick enough to move back.

it's just stupid...so much money and time wasted,moving here,and to move back? bleh..

So we're gonna take Monica Rodriguez to see YOur Enemies Friends...Beto and I are gonna go,and she said she wanted to go to Emos for any show.

So what better way than seeing Y.E.F?!?!?!?

THen I'll be going back the next day to see Black Dahlia Murder,and Terror!!!

And yeah...

dunno what else to say.

I dunno,the poeple here are awesome

I've met someone new everday...I think?

But yeah,today is my interview,and then I'll probably hang out with Beto,or maybe Christine,afterwards.

Christine is a girl that Beto and I met the other day while going to Jesus' dorm.

She was a nice gal

Hm...yeah,stayed the night at VIcki's app.Our water and electricity was shut off.

haha,someone didn't pay the bill or something..oh well

Um...yeah

I dunno yo...it gets pretty lonely up here.

All I have is my laptop,bass,and porno mag <3

haha

I guess I'm out,yet again

heart,
Rob

~you can't breathe if you're drowning~

So here I am at UT...in Beto's dorm room.

He's left without a roomate.

But he's o.k

Uhm...Yeah..

Hm...

DUnno what else to say,IT'S AUSTIN!!!

lol

hm...Beto says hi to everyone reading this

and I'm left with nothing to say today...

heart,
Rob

Current Mood: blank
Current Music: *how to deconstruct*~Your Enemies Friends(oct. 17th!!!)

So here I am poeple!!!

In Austin....goddamn it feels good leaving San Antonio.

I feel shitty for 2 hours,though.

Mom,Buela and Brandi cried...it sucked,loading up Greg's truck with my stuff...seeing the 3 ladies that mean most to me crying...caring so much for the boy they saw growing up before their very eyes...

But I must live life,right?

I got to AUstin,called them and they're gonna be fine.

Uhm....so yeah,got here on Saturday night around.....7-8?

Got my stuff in the room by 8:45...ish?

After that,waited until 10 or so,went to a party...those girls were hella drunk...

I had to be initiated(spelling?)..so they dared me to jump into the appartment complex pool....naked

So I did that and I was apart of the Austin crowd now...haha

They kept giggling at the tattoo on my butt.

After that,we went to a party at some hotel...in a suite...it was fucking crazy cool..they had catfish,and goddamn...catfish is crazy/great!

After that hung out with a few girls from the party.They were sobering up and whatnot

I was just there,drinking soda,no buur for me,yo.

Had Greg's cousin drop me off at home around 4,went to sleep...they didn't come home until...7 ish?

Sunday was pretty coolio.

Played basketball with Greg,his cousin,ANthony(Greg's bro),a friend of ANthony's,and BETO!!!

Yeah,met up with Beto at UT

After that,came back home around 5,toked it up,went to H-E-B to pick up a few things,came back,had a B-B-Q,and yeah.

Went to sleep around 10,I had a huge head-ache.

woke up around 6,watched Saved by the Bell,and then I watched Gremlins 2...haven't seen that movie in forever!

Uhm..watched the news with Curtis in the living room,and here I am in John's room,using his computer.

hm...dunno what's in store for me today..probably go to a mall,start applying at places,I guess.

I'm out,b!

heart,
Rob

~scatter the ashes of your enemies~

Current Mood: crazy
Current Music: *only you*~Portishead

goodbye San Antonio...

heart?



~Rob

Current Mood: accomplished
Current Music: *so long*~Sloppy Meateaters